On This Blessed Day

Going back on the things i did this week, I could just count the times I called on Him. I spent too much time on trying to figure out things like how to make them work, how to solve complications and how to entangle the tangled thoughts in my mind. But I forgot that there's only One who could help me in fixing everything. And I thank Him for giving me this day to remember Him and every good things He brought me. His will be done as always. I might be having decisions in this lifetime but it's His plan that prevails. Have A Blessed Day!!
Now playing- "When I Cry" by Endy Asidor.

What it means when i'm TRIMMING MY NAILS

Life is really beautiful. You meet people, you do things that make you happy, you go to lots of places. You make plans. You have lots of choices. But as you enjoy all these things, you tend to forget the boundaries. You tend to lose focus. You do your best in your work, you are nice to your friends, you are happy while you are reaching your dreams. But you tend to overdo them. And as a result, you realize one thing, you don't understand what's happening anymore. You did you best pero may kulang at ang kulang na yun ay hindi mo ma-figure-out kung ano yun.
Yan din ang nangyayari sa akin ngayon. Hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko bah.. :-(

Last night, I had a deep thinking after talking to my mom. After hours of thinking and muni-muni, I realized few things:

• I forgot the purpose why I'm doing the things I do these days.
• I'm falling for someone. ??? But I don't know if choosing him is the right thing to do.
• I'm still bombarded with bad memories kaya hindi nakakamove-on. Sabi nga ni Kring2, rational thinking daw dapat. Iwasang gamitin ang frontal lobe. Hahay...ewan ko bah...
• Naguluhan na talaga ako sa mga gimik ko. As a result, i'm back to trimming my nails. Trimming my nails means giving myself a rehabilitation. Sounds weird, right? haha...Well, I don't know something else that would help me more effectively. As a counselor, I have to organize my thoughts. Nobody can help me with this but I alone. Thanks to my friends, I was able to keep my composure somehow.

Well, I guess this is going to be a long vacation. Followers?? Thanks for reading. Watch out for my articles...hehe...I made two stories for Doug, 1 poem for Liza and 2 poems for Xangy. 

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Self-Rehab??? What's that???

Things are going so strange nowadays. It seems I lose focus. And now, my good old blog is here to comfort me as what it always does. Since my mind is cluttered, I decided to undergo self-rehabilitation again. This is just for my own good so I won't be bothered with so much pressure and so I can go on with my normal routine. Ijust listed the advantages and disadvantages when i'm doing the self-rehab:

Disadvantages:

• I'd be loading my phone for just once a week- which means loose communication with everyone.
• I'd be online for once a week - it means I'd have to update my blogs when it's already time to.
• Have to tighten my budget even in spending for my food.
• No TV. Read more books.
• Go home early. No more GIMIK!! -it means I'd have to stay at home as often as i could. I'd be missing some events.

Advantages:

• Tipid...Hahaha...I can save my money
• I can write more articles.
• I will finish reading my books.
• I can give more time thinking on how to rearrange my thoughts.
• I'd be seeking for God's guidance more so that every single thing would be according to His will.
• I can give myself a chance to forget everything in the past, move on and change for the better.
• I'd be able to set my priorities and make better decisions.

I don't want to fall for you...