Changes Unli

Came in late again. This has become one
of the most common habit i have,
And i think i have to overcome this. Any
work demands punctuality though these
next two weeks would be my last work
weeks here at Davao Adventist Hospital.
I'm sure I'm going to miss every thing
about this place: the incoming calls, the
patient surveys,  the patients, the daily
news, the guest room, etc.
When my working contract ends, I'd have
to make myself ready for another world-
the school. This will be another big
adjustment. No more boss, no more job
descriptions, no more quota, no more
quality control, and no more mid-month
or end-month salary. Hello quizzes,
homework assignments, periodical exams,
projects, and terror professors. I'll be
expecting money from my parents time to
time and i think I would find it hard to
adjust to that situation. I was used to
making money on my own. But I guess I
just have to endure these things. I have to
finish school so my parents won't be too
worried about what i've been doing. I
knew they wanted me to settle down,
have a good job and have a better life as
well. So these sacrifices would be for my
own good. My sweet  Junell just has to
wait for me if he really loves me that
much. hmmmmm.,.. I guess I'd have to go
back to work. This is all for this morning...
Itterasshai!! :-)

Less Pain, Less stress, Less Wrinkles

It was a typical monday morning when i freshen up to go to work. There went my common problem of tardiness though i rode the fastest vehicle in town. When I get to the hospital, I gave myself a break for a few minutes so i could be ready to received guests.
Clients started coming and I noticed  a group of girls. They have tall and delicately trimmed figure. They were stunning and gorgeous. I can't help but look in awe of their beauty. Then I remembered something. The more I see them, the more i urge myself to go to the fitness gym more often. Not because I envy them but because I want to look as healthy as them. It's not because I don't want to lose "him" but because I don't want to lose myself in case I'd lose him.
I'm not thinking about letting him go and really losing him but practically believing in the power of change- that some things are not meant to last forever. I could be sure I'd be more prepared if that thing happens. Though I find it hard to erase him from my thoughts, I make myself ready for some bad things to happen between us so the hurt won't pierce too deep inside. LESS WORRIES, LESS PAIN, LESS STRESS...:-)
Today would hopefully be a good day with my Monday routine: wake up-eat breakfast-go to-work-perform tasks-meet patients-sign off from work- go to the gym- then meet "him" before going home. I just want to give myself one favor---no pressure.
I hope today would really be a good one. Itterasshai!!! Kiwotsukete!! :-)