When Leisure Left

Papers flew...I don't know what happened next... I slept... When Leisure left, I remained dazed. With the anxious feeling inside, I don't know if I can hide... From the truth that I must know. Confusion illuminated. Everything was wasted.....

Unload...Unwind...Undo...

My morning was broken because of my silly blouse who hid herself in the bathroom and lost herself that kept me looking for it and that meant I destroyed my own scheduled tasks just to look for it. And i accidentally cut my finger because of that crazy scissors... I was just attempting to open the glue... but it turned out to be the worst thing.. and the reason why i want to have the glue is that i want to paste my picture on my 15 minute-pass for me to get out of the campus and get another uniform to my sister's boarding house...Pending...! evrything, isn't it...? sometimes i think I can stay here no longer...i feel so freaking out... I want to breakaway.. i want to go to places where no one knows me.. I want to leave alone...Grr..... I just feel like i want to go to heaven... And i also found out i was the only one who knows these bad things that are happening... too bad... i don't have anyone to talk to... Well' good thing i have the internet and my blogsite where i could burst what are going to explode... whoahahahah! im here to unwind and unload...

well, for now, im feeling better... thanx blogger...

Work for Him

Today, i've been dropping plenty of blogs... I don't know why. Maybe I just feel like talking (not really) online... hahaha!!! Or maybe I just don't feel like hangin inside the office. I want to relax and feel fine for some time. I could hear the ticks of the keyboard and that would somehow make me feel fine.
I know you're wondering what has been running through my head. I've been typing almost a million words this morning just to ease this weariness.
I sometimes think what am I going to do to please Him. Well, I can speak for Him, sing and write for Him; anything i can do to serve and help Him bring souls to heaven.
Maybe, when I would visit some place I would be an example or light to the individuals living there. I can be a photojournalist and write about several portraits as well as reflections for each story. haha!! Whatever!
I can be a missionary to the Pacific islands and live there for a year. I can teach children some Christian songs.. Whatever...

Now I feel good. Maybe I can already sign out and have a drink at the canteen...
Been thirsty for an hour already... bye....

I miss my Dad...

I long for places I used to go... Hahahayy... terrible... I feel bad for I can't go out... I still have plenty of things to do. The office is waiting for me and I have to do this to get things going like my studies and future. Well, i badly miss my Dad whom I use to travel with and get ourselves pampered in the cool spas. Well, that was just before when I had my life of pleasure. I know things were not the same anymore. I have to undergo some series of adjustment. I know this would be temporary for there is something better waiting for me outside when I finish this stage... hahahyy..!! A toast for my victory...! Break-a-leg!!

Life is Good when we're havin fun!!!

Nothing seems refreshing than traveling alone. A friend just texted me he was already in his destination. He seems so lonely traveling alone but as for me, I prefer going places alone. I would rather discover hotspots on my own and bring my friends afterwards when I feel it's a good place to hang on. I would rather refresh myself in a deserted place than bring someone else and burst in him/her my foolishness... hahaha....! I wish I were in Paradise... And I would rather be alone than with someone else, for now...