Friday, August 24, 2012

Happy...sha..la.la.la...

Today is a happy day and i don't want to ask for more. God is so good for giving me loving and sweet people. I am not going back back to my old ways anymore. I am moving forward and I'll be ready for whatever that lies ahead...

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

It's not the I but the You in me

Before I sleep, I want to post this song. I'm going to learn singing this with my girls...
Here's the lyrics:
You have walked into my life
You have painted all my dreams
‘Til the color of your love is the color of me
You can look into my heart
And you can read my mind
You can read about yourself in between the lines

Chorus:
Every good thing I have done
Everything that I’ve become
Everything that’s turned out right
Is because You’re in my life
And if I ever teach a child the way
Ever learn myself to change
Ever become who I want to be
It’s not the I but the You in me.

You have looked into my eyes
You have seen what I am
But still, You’re by my side
Telling me I can
And there are times I’ve caused you pain
And times I’ve made mistakes
Somehow you used them all to make the I you made

Repeat Chorus

And if I ever wondered for a hundred, thousand years
I would never understand
How you’re in me
And I’m in you
And you could say
You are the reason why I am

Weekend @ Bala

My Girls, Glendy and Sweet, and I have been through a lot during the last two weeks. I thought of giving ourselves a treat after mind-boggling examinations, Glendy's CSG stress, Sweet's never-ending thesis, and my in-and-out-of-school stressors. Each of us has stories to tell like Glendy's clean breakup with her boyfriend, Sweetie's hide-and-seek with her avid fans (Pau and Dong). Hahaha... So we decided to have the weekend together since Sweet's place has an event and it would be better for us to visit another church.
 Our Saturday was a fulfilling one. We were asked to make a program for the AY and thank God we did it. I learned different lessons from the members of the church. Everything we did that day refreshed and helped us to forget the bad things we felt the other day. And by evening we spent it watching movies the "Love Series". And we had a nice and funny conversation with Sweet's parents.
Sunday. We woke up late. We are expected to kick alive before 6am but the temperature is high and we are called to sleep some more..lol. After eating our breakfast, we headed on to the river and have a quick contact with nature. By noon we went to Kialeg to attend some meeting and two hours later, Glendy and I are ready to go to Davao for another laag. hahaha

Holiday Special

This is my first blog post after working at Davao Adventist Hospital. The latest thing is that I am back to being a student at South Philippine Adventist College now. I am glad that I was able to cope up with the changes. Changes from being an employee to a typical colegiala. I have to finish my Bachelor of Science in Business Administration. God called me to be back to SPAC for some reasons that He only knows. But for sure He wanted me to go back to Him after being with the world for two years.

For the last two months, I have been trying to figure out His purpose. And it seems that He wants to fill in the empty spaces of my life with something that I deserve. Our God is an awesome God. And makes the best stories out of our lives.


Today is August 21, 2012 and I am on the verge of recovery from muscle pains, and coughs and colds due to the long weekend. I celebrated the vacation with my friends. And I had a great time with Glendy, Sis Kai, Nak Sweet and my Bunsoi.

Monday, May 21, 2012

Changes Unli


Came in late again. This has become one
of the most common habit i have,
And i think i have to overcome this. Any
work demands punctuality though these
next two weeks would be my last work
weeks here at Davao Adventist Hospital.
I'm sure I'm going to miss every thing
about this place: the incoming calls, the
patient surveys,  the patients, the daily
news, the guest room, etc.
When my working contract ends, I'd have
to make myself ready for another world-
the school. This will be another big
adjustment. No more boss, no more job
descriptions, no more quota, no more
quality control, and no more mid-month
or end-month salary. Hello quizzes,
homework assignments, periodical exams,
projects, and terror professors. I'll be
expecting money from my parents time to
time and i think I would find it hard to
adjust to that situation. I was used to
making money on my own. But I guess I
just have to endure these things. I have to
finish school so my parents won't be too
worried about what i've been doing. I
knew they wanted me to settle down,
have a good job and have a better life as
well. So these sacrifices would be for my
own good. My sweet  Junell just has to
wait for me if he really loves me that
much. hmmmmm.,.. I guess I'd have to go
back to work. This is all for this morning...
Itterasshai!! :-)

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Less Pain, Less stress, Less Wrinkles

It was a typical monday morning when i freshen up to go to work. There went my common problem of tardiness though i rode the fastest vehicle in town. When I get to the hospital, I gave myself a break for a few minutes so i could be ready to received guests.
Clients started coming and I noticed  a group of girls. They have tall and delicately trimmed figure. They were stunning and gorgeous. I can't help but look in awe of their beauty. Then I remembered something. The more I see them, the more i urge myself to go to the fitness gym more often. Not because I envy them but because I want to look as healthy as them. It's not because I don't want to lose "him" but because I don't want to lose myself in case I'd lose him.
I'm not thinking about letting him go and really losing him but practically believing in the power of change- that some things are not meant to last forever. I could be sure I'd be more prepared if that thing happens. Though I find it hard to erase him from my thoughts, I make myself ready for some bad things to happen between us so the hurt won't pierce too deep inside. LESS WORRIES, LESS PAIN, LESS STRESS...:-)
Today would hopefully be a good day with my Monday routine: wake up-eat breakfast-go to-work-perform tasks-meet patients-sign off from work- go to the gym- then meet "him" before going home. I just want to give myself one favor---no pressure.
I hope today would really be a good one. Itterasshai!!! Kiwotsukete!! :-)

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Just Let it All Pass

I'm over it. Just when I'm ready to open up another page in my journey, something just came up and popped out of nowhere. Those were the bad memories I had with people who took advantage of my kindness. It hurts to remember all of those but I have to forget them all and let them pass just like the wind. Nothing will happen if I keep on holding back and bringing back all those bad old memories. Sometimes I think, I f only I could have draw myself back to those moments, I could have done it right. But this time, I'm not giving myself a chance to regret anything that happened because I could blame myself after that. So now, I'm just letting things pass like a free wind and learn from each experience. Anyway, God is still writing the best life story for me.