Joy on Letting Go

Memories. They are the most unchangeable things when almost everything changed. Persons, relationships, and feelings change. And they undoubtedly hurt people who have loved so much.

Like a sword, fire is the change that melts an individual's life, molding it into a new refined piece. We don't have to fight the changes. We just have to face and accept them. Holding on to memories is the best way to overcome them.

Love comes, love goes and so does each person in your life. You can not keep them as long as you want for they would eventually leave if they intended to. Hard as it may seem, you need to let go. You need to give them space to find their selves. You need to let them be even when it's hurting you because that's the real essence of love, watching them leave though it gives you pain. When someone is truly destined for you, he/she would come back after he/she has seen the worst and the best faces of the world. That person would come back and lie in your arms knowing they found the real home in you.

Love is just a cycle of finding, keeping, hurting, letting go, growing,moving and finding love again. It is also synonymous with life. And as long as you know how to deal with it, you'll absolutely find ways to be happy. Despite everything you've gone through, you will choose to be happy even when there's no hope in finding it, you will know how to, because you dealt with life, you dealt with pain. And you felt them until it hurts no more. You don't have to be sad all the way. You just have to understand, deal with it, and let it be. And you always have to remember that it is still best to let go, move on, and grow. For when something/someone is really meant for you, he/she would come to you willingly without making the person do so.

So just live life, let go, move on, and.....grow.

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It's all coming back to me now

It's been two months since i posted another entry on this lonely page of mine. So here i am. Back to scribbling my thoughts.

My days has been full of exceptional hues. Some are dark, some are light and vibrant. But each time i try to make things right, i find myself thinking of the people who hurt me. And suddenly, the thought would change the mood of the day. I resent myself for that.

Then suddenly i told myself to forget everything about the past because it would just cause me to loathe myself more. I want to love myself more than anybody else because learning to love one's self is the greatest love of all.

All i have to do now is move forward though it's all coming back to me now. Everything just keeps on haunting me in a flash. May God help me in this battle inside my mind. I need to concentrate more on my career and business and it's all for my own good. Eventhough how sad the story is, i still have to see life on the brighter side though all things are coming back. This is like navigating through seas. You don't have to pass in the same wind, you have to encounter all types of weather and face the ocean so you'll get to the place you wanted to go to.

As this day ends, and as i face the Holy day of rest, i need to remind myself of two short words. SAIL ON.

Cleared

This morning i woke up with bliss inside knowing Dad's home already. But the feeling eases when i realized everything's not settled yet. I easily remembered i have to go online for updates.

10:30 am- I opened my facebook messages and found out i got one, as expected, the message was from him. I won't mention the whole message but to be concise, it's all cleared up. I guess it gave me relief, at least.

I don't have to expect anything anymore. Thanks for this good, somehow sad news, but at least it gives me the sign that now have to go on with my peaceful life and never be bothered by thoughts of him.

I have to go but before that, im going to leave my spot a message..
"We don't have to kepp someone for too long. Because eventually, people come, people go. We just have to accept everything. Because everything happens for a reason. We just have to live life...feel life...enjoy life...and lastly, love life. For life is the greatest gift God has given us."

Good morning..

My Joy of Service

June 13-14, 2010 marked the days of new learning for the student leaders of Cor Jesu College. Held at Shrine Hills, lectures were absorbed and activities were participated by various organization leaders of CJC. They were accordingly participative and were willing to learn new things for the good of their organizations as well as their growth as student leaders and, eventually, as future leaders of this country.

Like them, I was so blessed to learn from the event too. The speaker and good friend of mine, Robin Charles Ramos, invited me to come along and assist him in the said activity. Without knowing of what will be the outcome, I grabbed the opportunity. There i met Sheryl Mae Ortizano, an active fellow who comes from a family of faithful stewards. Since then, the three of us became the organizing team of the workshop.

The whole experience was amazing. Although I’ve tried organizing such events at school, the difference is that I was able to meet another set of people from the neighbor institution of my school. facilitating them was worth the hard work. Each one learned through intellectual inputs that Robin discussed to them with the assistance of Sheryl and me.

I made new friends, built linkages, and shared my knowledge. I learned different things from this 2-day program. Though there’s many to mention, I want to state few of those stuffs I learned. I learned that it is still best to serve others, because God is doing the rest for us, He knows what we need. He just wants to see our willingness without hesitation and the pureness of our intention to share what we have to others without expecting something in return. Another thing i learned especially from Rob is to expect the unexpected. Each one of us doesn’t know what lies ahead, but all we need to do is to trust the Supreme Being, do His will, and accept everything. God’s plans are unpredictable. He knows what’s best for us so we just have to develop our passion to serve and expect the unexpected.

Untamed

The eastern wind blows slowly through my hair as it welcomes the fresh Tuesday morning. It whispers softly assuring me this day is going to be a good day. I can see it in the smiles of the people around me.

But seems like something is missing.

6:30. I only have thirty minutes to prepare for my Accounting class. I grabbed my towel and hurried on to the bathroom. I know I'll be late for class but it doesn't matter as a long as I'm around and my instructor would see me.

7:25. I arrived late. Expected. Ma'am didn't notice my tardiness. What caught her attention is my newly cut hair. I love her hearing everyone's comments but in the back of my mind those opinions doesn't matter and they won't be enough to cheer me up today. Something is really missing.

9:15. Accounting class ended early so I still have time to squabble around. I directly went inside the internet room to update my blog. I simply scribbled down, "Empty" .

New Era

Today is August 27, 2009. It was also a special day for the students. No classes, no worries but there are plenty of games. The remarkable CSG-ASA days still goes on this very day.
I woke up at dawn and was disturbed by a phone call by a friend. After that, another call made my phone ring. One call after the other till my battery went out. I charged the battery and closed my eyes again. I went back to sleep.

When i was up in the morning, i check my phone to see if somebody dropped a message. no space for new message... I did not count how many messages are there already but for sure they have only one meaning. Hahaha!!! It.s my day. Third, my tranquilizer, took a peek at the door and have seen me lying still in my bed. He invited me for a devotional at the auditorium but i was too tired to get up. My head hurts that time so he didn't bother to convince me.

I realized i have no more clothes to wear so i stared to do the laundry. I manage to eat my breakfast though i don't like the food.
My dear Third went back,he stayed with me til i finish the laundry. Well, he's one of the reasons why i didn't go home to celebrate my birthday. I want to spend it with him and , of course with my friends. He's the best gift.

My Dad called me again for the third time since last night.My Mom too, greeted me. I love them all. They're so precious for me.

I went inside the campus and met my friends there. I heard announcements from the CSG headquarter. Hehe... I love having plenty of friends. They're treasure i can't afford to lose. I love all of them dearly.

There were plenty of things that i want to thank God for. And there were also resolutions i have to make as i change for the better. This is now my new world. This another new era would be the very thing i am going to face. I am now legal... Cheers!!!

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Happy Now

Nothing more to say but I'm happy and relaxed... Thank God...

Summer's Almost Over!!!

Summer passed like a blur. I don't wAnT to tHiNk fun 's slipping away coz' there would always be fun at school. But it's sad to know that the chance to be a full-time holidayer is going so swiftly.Hahay!!! I wanted an extended vacation but there is nothing i could do with it, as if i have.
This season, i had a family beach camping, Congress at MVC, some barkada reunions,fishing with family, swimming at the kiddie pool (yikes!), and some food trips.
These past few days, i've been spending so much time inside the bedroom sleeping. Aside from that, i did photo editing, messing with Adobe Photoshop, creating out-of-this-world stuffs in my forever-loyal-and-patient-computer. And of course i've been eating a lot like a pig... But i know there will always be no hope in growing so big and chubby... Hinda na yata talaga ako tataba... Payatot always and forever poh ito... Well, anoh pah nga bah!!!
Hope to drop more posts in the next months... It's been a long time then...And, of course, this would be a long time before i could post another entry... Well, goodbye for now. I'll be at weekend trips and gatherings...Catch me there !! Hahahah!!!