Summer's Almost Over!!!

Summer passed like a blur. I don't wAnT to tHiNk fun 's slipping away coz' there would always be fun at school. But it's sad to know that the chance to be a full-time holidayer is going so swiftly.Hahay!!! I wanted an extended vacation but there is nothing i could do with it, as if i have.
This season, i had a family beach camping, Congress at MVC, some barkada reunions,fishing with family, swimming at the kiddie pool (yikes!), and some food trips.
These past few days, i've been spending so much time inside the bedroom sleeping. Aside from that, i did photo editing, messing with Adobe Photoshop, creating out-of-this-world stuffs in my forever-loyal-and-patient-computer. And of course i've been eating a lot like a pig... But i know there will always be no hope in growing so big and chubby... Hinda na yata talaga ako tataba... Payatot always and forever poh ito... Well, anoh pah nga bah!!!
Hope to drop more posts in the next months... It's been a long time then...And, of course, this would be a long time before i could post another entry... Well, goodbye for now. I'll be at weekend trips and gatherings...Catch me there !! Hahahah!!!

my unknown hubby?

yesterday, i passed this seemingly unconquerable road of loneliness where all i could see were shadows and walls of anxiety. i may pass this road but once. everything around it was dark, void and empty corners. all i could hear was the lonely breeze and dropping dead leaves. they whispered words of vanity in my ears.
they're killing me softly...
today, i wandered alone in an unknown world. there were colors but i can't see them clearly. the darkness was gone but things around were covered with mists, fogs, and everything was a blur. i can't understand. things were becoming complicated.
they're tangling my still world intently...
tomorrow, i'd be walking with you with new hopes in my heart. with your soft, still small voice ringing in my head. i'd be watching you sleep beside me. you'd be the gift i longed to have. i'd be seeing the clear skies above me. you'd be dreaming with me till our dreams become a reality.
we'll share this life, together...forever...

Embrace the experience

You would often wonder how to get rid of those hassle life brings. Have you ever thought of a hobby as profitable and worry-free than traveling?. Why don't you load your bag and get your butt off from where you are? Life is not just all about purpose and responsibility. It is also about love, dreams and happiness. Others think that life includes crap and sorrow. Well, it's just how you carry yourself and the life you are holding. Sit back, relax, and think. Think about the things that would make you happy. Think about how others think about you. Think, relax, unwind, and unload. Take all of these benefits through traveling. Tour around the islands and behold its exhilarating beauty. Take time to dive down the reefs of Batangas and check-in at its first class hotels. The ever-ready hoteliers are ready too serve each and everyone. Spend your leisure time savoring the native cuisines of the Filipino culture. The experience never ends there. The sun waits for you as it sets down the horizon, showing its magnificence, and the power of God's hands.There is more than that. There is so much to witness as you embrace the experience of this time of your life. Watch out for more travel details.

Traveling for good news

Today, I still feel dizzy due to the weekend getaway i had with the Llantos. The trip went great. Spending half of the day floating in the middle of the sea is such an amazing experience though i felt so sick after the wet afternoons.

It was a 4-day out-of-town trip with Madam and Dr. Llanto, kuya Joy, Bong and Jezreel. Knowing that it would be a missionary trip, I easily opted to go with them with the license from my dear parents and i am glad they allowed me to. Being with new and rare set of companions was a great adjustment and a challenging activity for this holiday. I never thought that i would easily be okay with people i never thought would be okay to be with me. In short, feel nako dili mi mgkasinabot. But bravo sunbeam joy! Bravo! It just shows i can live wherever and with whoever by being flexible.

And Jologs nga talaga kami...hahaha... We guys have different things in common even when i was the only girl with them. Somehow-out-of-tune-renditions were just nothing because we had a great time singing heartwarming melodies even though the people doesn't know we made couple of mistakes.

uh-oh!
got to go...
I would just drop by for some other chikas... I really have to go... see yah!!!

Edward...Bella

Yes, that is because Edward Cullen is a vampire. But not in the traditional, Dracula sort of way. As it turns out, real vampires don't sleep in coffins (in fact, they don't sleep at all), they don't mind garlic or crosses, sunlight doesn't kill them (although they can't be seen in it, since it literally sparkles off of their skin), and they are irresistibly beautiful. The one thing that is the same from the traditional myth is that they do need blood to survive. However, Edward and his family live off of animal blood, jokingly calling themselves "vegetarians."

At first, Edward tried to stay away from me "for my own good," but it was impossible for us to stay away from each other, and eventually he gave in. Everything seemed as though it was going well, even his family accepted me, and then James and his coven came into town. James, a vampire hunter, set it in his mind to kill me, but after a long chase, the Cullen's eventually disposed of him.

The summer before my senior year of high school was fantastic - Edward and I spent every day together, and I grew closer with his family. But then right after my 18th birthday in September, Edward and his family left town "for my own good." The only "good" outcome from that was that Jake and I were able to become best friends. Thinking that Edward did not love me had to be one of the most painful emotions ever, but Jake helped me get through the days, no mater how bard they were. But it turned out that Jake had a secret as well - him and some of the others in La Push are werewolves. Again, not in the typical sense. They don't have to change at the full moon, and would never hurt a human.

When Leisure Left

Papers flew...I don't know what happened next... I slept... When Leisure left, I remained dazed. With the anxious feeling inside, I don't know if I can hide... From the truth that I must know. Confusion illuminated. Everything was wasted.....

Unload...Unwind...Undo...

My morning was broken because of my silly blouse who hid herself in the bathroom and lost herself that kept me looking for it and that meant I destroyed my own scheduled tasks just to look for it. And i accidentally cut my finger because of that crazy scissors... I was just attempting to open the glue... but it turned out to be the worst thing.. and the reason why i want to have the glue is that i want to paste my picture on my 15 minute-pass for me to get out of the campus and get another uniform to my sister's boarding house...Pending...! evrything, isn't it...? sometimes i think I can stay here no longer...i feel so freaking out... I want to breakaway.. i want to go to places where no one knows me.. I want to leave alone...Grr..... I just feel like i want to go to heaven... And i also found out i was the only one who knows these bad things that are happening... too bad... i don't have anyone to talk to... Well' good thing i have the internet and my blogsite where i could burst what are going to explode... whoahahahah! im here to unwind and unload...

well, for now, im feeling better... thanx blogger...

Work for Him

Today, i've been dropping plenty of blogs... I don't know why. Maybe I just feel like talking (not really) online... hahaha!!! Or maybe I just don't feel like hangin inside the office. I want to relax and feel fine for some time. I could hear the ticks of the keyboard and that would somehow make me feel fine.
I know you're wondering what has been running through my head. I've been typing almost a million words this morning just to ease this weariness.
I sometimes think what am I going to do to please Him. Well, I can speak for Him, sing and write for Him; anything i can do to serve and help Him bring souls to heaven.
Maybe, when I would visit some place I would be an example or light to the individuals living there. I can be a photojournalist and write about several portraits as well as reflections for each story. haha!! Whatever!
I can be a missionary to the Pacific islands and live there for a year. I can teach children some Christian songs.. Whatever...

Now I feel good. Maybe I can already sign out and have a drink at the canteen...
Been thirsty for an hour already... bye....

I miss my Dad...

I long for places I used to go... Hahahayy... terrible... I feel bad for I can't go out... I still have plenty of things to do. The office is waiting for me and I have to do this to get things going like my studies and future. Well, i badly miss my Dad whom I use to travel with and get ourselves pampered in the cool spas. Well, that was just before when I had my life of pleasure. I know things were not the same anymore. I have to undergo some series of adjustment. I know this would be temporary for there is something better waiting for me outside when I finish this stage... hahahyy..!! A toast for my victory...! Break-a-leg!!

Life is Good when we're havin fun!!!

Nothing seems refreshing than traveling alone. A friend just texted me he was already in his destination. He seems so lonely traveling alone but as for me, I prefer going places alone. I would rather discover hotspots on my own and bring my friends afterwards when I feel it's a good place to hang on. I would rather refresh myself in a deserted place than bring someone else and burst in him/her my foolishness... hahaha....! I wish I were in Paradise... And I would rather be alone than with someone else, for now...